BDSM Club?
28: BDSM Club?
<< Sophia. >>
A BDSM club? A f7uckin BDSM Club?
Oh my G7od! I think I took a bite bigger than I can chew. As if the idea itself wasn’t enough to traumatize me, I made a mistake by googling ‘BDSM porn’. Now both my head
and my search history are tainted.
Oh my f7ucking G7od. I am sure I have lost noteworthy brain cells in that assault
night. Only that could explain my s7tup7id behaviour.
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St7upi7d, so fu7ckin stu7pid.
I call Lena in panic.
“Sophie? Why are you awake yet?” she asks in a drowsy voice, and I glance at the
watch. It’s 1 am.
“Ummm, I feel like someone has given me a shot of adrenaline,” I admit truthfully.
“Wait what? You are supposed to be taking a rest. What were you doing?” She asks,
sobering up from her sleep.
I bite my lips. “I… I was curious about BDSM stuff…”
“And you googled it?”
“Yes,” I say, and she howls with laughter.
“Why are you laughing?” I complain in a whiny voice.
“You made the mistake that I did… Honey, Google is really full of misleading scary
stuff.”
That makes me feel better.
“So the stuff I watched isn’t real?”
“Well, it can be… but it’s not everyone’s cup of tea.”
I bite my lips, wondering if I should ask her about her experience.
“You guys have tried that stuff. How did you start?”
“Oh… it started small. To test the waters, what we like and what we don’t like. Where
are our limits and all…”
“Do you think I should visit a BDSM club?”
She goes silent for a moment, then asks, “Make your first visit a very light one. But with
whom you are going? Do you trust this Guy?”
I pause at her question.
I don’t know if I trust M or not. I want to, but honestly I don’t know him.
He went overboard and assigned me a BodyGuard. But should I trust him?
“I don’t know. I tell her quietly.”
“Okay! Listen Sophie, this is very important. I feel you should only try someone tying you up only if you trust him. So meeting him at a club is actually a good idea, because they
make sure nobody crosses any limits. But don’t meet this guy at his place or something
unless you trust him. Okay?”
I nod. We talk some more for a while, then end the call. Once I feel better, I finally fall
asleep. Still unsure but less at edge.
Next morning, I get ready and go to the living room for breakfast. My heart is th
hard in anxiety. I shouldn’t get nervous, but I am worried about what questions dad will ask
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WHICH I Wain in the winy area, we mayidlice vi pancakes fills me and my nervousness fades away. Dad is cooking today. He used to cook me pancakes when I was upset. I never imagined he would do this for me this morning. I was rather expecting he would be angry and annoyed with me.
“Sweet pancakes it is today,” He declares. I smile widely and take a seat at the dining table. I glance at Nikkie and Joy. They are glaring at me. It makes me grin even more.
“Morning Ladies.” I greet them, trying to keep the sarcasm out of my voice.
Nikkie rarely stays at the Brown mansion, but I guess she wanted to see dad bursting out at me this morning. Such a disappointment for her.
And a pleasant relief for me.
Dad walks toward us with the last batch of pancakes in his hands. He takes a seat with us.
“Orin! Join us. Sophia has wonderful news to share. I want you here when she shares it,” He says.
It makes my heart flutter. His voice is light, and it looks like he is not angry anymore. But I am feeling a little on edge.
“Are you not angry with me, Dad?”
He gives me a rueful smile. “Why should I be angry with you, Sophie? I am angry at myself… and Nikkie.” He gives her a hard glare.
“How long have you known she was married?” He asks Nikkie and my mouth goes.
slack.
Did the sun rise from the west today?
“What? You should ask her dad. Not me.”
Dad shakes his head and cuts his pancake. “I lost the right to be angry at Sophie, the day I failed to track her on time.”
“Alfred, don’t be like this… you were sick, Joy holds dad’s hand to comfort him.
He pulls his hand away and says, “Yes… and this is why I trusted Nikkie and Caleb to
find out where Sophie was… Caleb has already shown me his colors and I am curious how long Nikkie knew Sophie’s whereabouts and didn’t inform me?”
My heart is beating fast. I never expected dad to confront Nikkie.
Wow!
Just Wow!
“I… I am not sure if she was indeed married.” She admits, without answering the real
question.
Dad raises his brow, then she clarifies.
“I have found some records where she is listed as the spouse of some M Millers
Oh F7uck!
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It means I cannot use Liam’s name now. But I don’t even know M’s full name. Oh G7od.
It won’t look good.
“But she was living alone in New York and it’s confusing. But she admitted she is.
married so I guess we should ask her..” Nikkie turns the conversations towards me.
“I met him two years ago, and we got married in Las Vegas.” I look at dad and tell him.
I try to keep the story close to the truth.
“He saved me…” I lie. “I don’t want to talk about details But I was depressed, and he saved me. Therefore, I got married to him… He is a nice Guy… and a wonderful person.”
Dad’s eyes water, and he holds my hand across the table.
“I am sorry I wasn’t around Sophie. I really suck being a father.”
I shake my head. “Don’t be like this, Dad. Let bygones Be bygones.” I say.
“But what does he do? And why are you not living with him?” Joy asks and I internally
roll my eyes at her for ruining a perfect moment with dad.
“He owns an interior designing company, and He is usually out on tours. He stays with
me whenever he is visiting town.”
“His Full Name?” Dad asks me.
“M Liam Miller.” I make it up on the go. G7od bless me.
“I call him Liam.” I hope this doesn’t blow up in my face.
Dad frowns, then exclaims, “That Man! In the hospital!” He says and I wince, then nod.
“Oh my Go7d!”
He laughs.
“You are such a sneaky little girl… So you are staying with him at the hotel. Not Lena?” He says and I nod.
Not the truth, but I guess it’s for the best.
“He saved you..” Dad states in a gentle voice.
Dad gets up and comes near me to hug me. I get up and hug him back.
Uncle Orin pats my back and congratulates me quietly. Expressions on Nikkie’s and
Joy’s faces are phenomenal. I am so glad I waited for the night to tell the details. Dad’s
good mood made things way easier for me.
“So, when can we meet him? A proper introduction!”
“We should make a press release. I don’t know how the media will consider the news.
Considering he is just a guy with a small business, I assume. Never heard of his name,” Joy says. “This is not a good match.”
I look at dad and tell him, “He is a better person, Dad. Much better than Caleb.” I take
an indirect jibe. “But dad, he is a private person. Both of us dislike media attention. don’t want to make this news public. Not yet.”
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“Oh my Go7d!”
He laughs.
“You are such a sneaky little girl… So you are staying with him at the hotel. Not Lena?” He says and I nod.
Not the truth, but I guess it’s for the best.
“He saved you..” Dad states in a gentle voice.
Dad gets up and comes near me to hug me. I get up and hug him back.
Uncle Orin pats my back and congratulates me quietly. Expressions on Nikkie’s and Joy’s faces are phenomenal. I am so glad I waited for the night to tell the details. Dad’s good mood made things way easier for me.
“So, when can we meet him? A proper introduction!”
“We should make a press release. I don’t know how the media will consider the news. Considering he is just a guy with a small business, I assume. Never heard of his name,” Joy says. “This is not a good match.”
I look at dad and tell him, “He is a better person, Dad. Much better than Caleb.” I take an indirect jibe. “But dad, he is a private person. Both of us dislike media attention. So I don’t want to make this news public. Not yet.”
Dad nods and sighs heavily. “Media doesn’t do any good, anyway. I wish I could figure out some way to keep them out of my life.”
I promise Dad I will invite Liam for dinner as soon as he visits the city. We finished the
breakfast happily.
By the time I come back to my room, I cannot help but feel a little wary about the fact that Dad will be heartbroken if he figures out all this wedding and everything is a fake drama. I have to be very careful to keep up the act.
I shove the worry away and try to feel happy about the fact that he is trying to improve his relationship with me.
It means a lot to me.
After lunch I browse kink sites to figure out what I should wear for my evening with M. Just looking at kinky outfits and collars makes my p7ussy throb. I am getting a little eager for my date tonight.
It will be considered a date. Right?
Shopping
29: Shopping
<< Sophia. >>
After browsing for almost an hour, I sink into my bed, confused. I guess I will have to
ask Lena’s help for this too. I send her a reminder.
Me: ‘I hope we are still up for our shopping spree today.’
Lena: Yes. Yes. Meet you in an hour?”
Me: ‘Sure! Pick me up? I have no car nor an ID’
I will have to reissue my Credit Cards too. Lena got them canceled last night. She acted really fast on that. I pinch my brow in frustration, thinking how much stuff I need to buy or arrange again. Thank goodness it was just one luggage bag.
Just when I am about to leave for shopping, my phone chimes and I see a notification
from M. My heart flutters.
M: ‘How are you feeling today?”
Me: ‘I am feeling much better now.’
Me: ‘By the way. I came clean in front of my family and told them I got married to M.
Liam Miller in Las Vegas two years ago.”
M: ‘That’s an interesting Name.’
Me: ‘It’s a long story. My fake husband’s real name is Liam, and my sister somehow knew your name. So I had to mash it up and pop out a new one.”
M: ‘Oh G7od! I am literally laughing.”
I grin at his reply.
M: ‘Although I am curious how your sister figured out my name?’
Me: ‘No idea. I was curious too. But there is no point asking her.”
I bite my lips, thinking if I should bring up tonight’s meeting. But he asks me first.
M: ‘How do you feel about our meeting tonight? You can back off.”‘
It makes me smile. My heart flutters and I take a deep breath to think.
He is a considerate man. I think I can trust him.
Me: ‘I want to meet you tonight.”
M: ‘At 8 it is. Wear something easy to strip.”
My core throbs as I read the message.
Me: ‘Yes Sir.’
When Lena reaches the mansion, I invite her inside to meet Uncle Orin.
“Are you the one who starved my child?” Uncle Orin ask her and my eves non out
Are you the one who starved my child? Uncle Urin ask her and my eyes pop out.
Seriously!
Lena laughs and eyes me. “Oh well… is that what she told you?”
“I don’t even know how he knows!” I exclaim.
Then he turns to him and says, “To be honest I am the one who made sure she ate in
time.”
“You certainly didn’t do a good job. Look how thin she is!” he says and I can see his
lips twitch.
“Enough of this! She will stop talking to me if you keep grilling her Uncle!”
After a little more Chit Chat, we finally leave for shopping. As she drives me to
Westfield Century City. I ask her some questions to sate my curiosity.
So far I have only understood that BDSM can vary depending on person to person. For
some it’s only about Bondage and Discipline, for others it’s all Dominance and Submission.
“Personally, I felt Sadism and Masochism was the worst.” I tell Lena and she laughs.
“Not sure how people enjoy it, but apparently people do.”
“Oh well.. Don’t say anything unless you try it.”
I look at her.
“Have you tried it?
“I have tried a little bit of everything… Oh Sophie you need a full time boyfriend to try so
many things.” She says ruefully.
Talking to Lena is like slow buildup for the evening. I am getting excited and anxious at
the same time.
“So… where should we start?” She asks me.
“I need to buy some undergarments. I literally don’t have any.” I tell her.
She smirks. “Are you saying you are not wearing any panties Sophie?” She drawls.
I roll my eyes and walk into a lingerie shop. Once I have selected some comfortable undergarments along with s7exy ones, Lena hands me a crotchless panty bikini suit.
I roll my eyes again and buy it just to shut her up.
“So… Which club have you chosen?” she asks.
“It’s.. Dom’s Club,” I tell her.
“What?” She exclaims, wide eyed.
I look at her with wariness. “Is this a red flag? Should I cancel?”
She shakes her head. “No! No! I am shocked because it’s almost impossible to get inte
Dom’s club. They are highly exclusive.”
“Oh…” Maybe M goes there often. I think to myself.
MANAL
With whom I wonder.
“I mean. They literally have an application system and they accept you only if they see you fit. I mean you have to be Super hot to get into that club.” She says and I turn pink.
I guess M is indeed super hot. I bite my lips and Lena keeps rumbling in excitement.
“Wow! That’s awesome Sophie… who are you going with? And what will you wear? Oh
My G7od! You have to look your best. Oh G7od, I am so excited!” She squeals as we walk into
a store to buy some casual clothes.
“ummm…” I look at her confused, thinking what should I answer her first.
She frowns, then pauses.
“Please tell me you know this guy?”
This is one thing about Lena I always found odd. She always asked me details of my
sex life but never nagged me with the question, who I was fu7cking. This is the first time she
seems worried.
“uhmm yes… I do know him.” He is my husband, after all. I blush, thinking about it.
“Good,” she says. “Unfortunately, in the BDSM community, there are so many predators
who sometimes try to take advantage of clueless beginners. So always be safe and trust
your instincts. Okay?” She asserts, and I nod my head. But for some reason, her statement
makes my stomach clench.
“What do you mean predators?”
“Well.. usually it’s about submitting and trusting your partner completely… Sometimes.
some abusive people get into it… who don’t respect boundaries..” Her face turns grim and she adds. “Just imagine you allowed someone to tie you and spank you and if he doesn’t
respect you how will you file a report. because he can simply get away saying that you
allowed him to do it at first place..”
Oh f7uck!
“You are scaring me…
She shakes her head. “I am trying to tell you that it can be dangerous. This is why trust is important. You are meeting him at a club. so that is a plus point. Clubs are very serious.
about the rules.”
“G7od Lena… You are killing my buzz.” I complain and she laughs.
“So… have you decided on the pet names yet?” She asks as she hands me a black mini
skirt and white blouse to wear.
I look at her, clueless and confused. I am clueless about her question and confused
about the school dress she just handed me. It’s not exactly a school dress, but it looks like
one.
Thonning
“You mean we cannot use our names to call each other?”
She shrugs. “You can… but it would be more s7exy if you call him master and he calls.
she adds. “Just imagine you allowed someone to tie you and spank you and if he doesn’t
respect you how will you file a report. because he can simply get away saying that you
allowed him to do it at first place..”
Oh fu7ck!
“You are scaring me… ”
She shakes her head. “I am trying to tell you that it can be dangerous. This is why trust is important. You are meeting him at a club. so that is a plus point. Clubs are very serious
about the rules.”
“Go7d Lena… You are killing my buzz.” I complain and she laughs.
“So… have you decided on the pet names yet?” She asks as she hands me a black mini
skirt and white blouse to wear.
I look at her, clueless and confused. I am clueless about her question and confused about the school dress she just handed me. It’s not exactly a school dress, but it looks like
one.
“You mean we cannot use our names to call each other?”
She shrugs. “You can… but it would be more s7exy if you call him master and he calls you slave.” she wiggles her eyebrows and I pause to think.
“I don’t want to be his Slave.”
That’s degrading. Isn’t it?
But I already called him ‘Sir’ last night. Didn’t I?
What does it make me?
try the skirt and blouse and it kinda looks se7xy.
“He asked me to wear something easy to strip. Do you think it’s easy to strip…” I look in
the mirror and ask Lena.
She grins.
“So you want to be an obedient slave?”
I roll my eyes.
“Told you. I don’t wanna be his slave!”
“Then defy him.”
So I do…
What happens that night leaves me wondering if it was a good idea to defy him or a
bad one.
