I will never be yours by Melan Pamp
Chapter 38 (Kian POV)
I had to restrain my wolf the whole time she took a shower, her scent almost drove us crazy. I could have taken her on the spot. But when she walked out with just a towel around her and with her hair w*et I have never been so turned on in my life.
There is something special with her. I have never had these desires before! At the same time, she makes me furious. When she dropped the towel and starters to walk to the door I almost lost it!
Pinning her to the wall It took me everything I have not to mark and mate her on the spot.
“Then let me go and I will put on the damn shirt,” she says. I lean closer and press my nose to her cheek and travel down her shoulder to the spot my mark would be.
She shivers under my t*ouch and when I press my l*ips to the spot she let out a m*oan. I nibble on her skin and feel how she writhes under my t*ouch, trying to fight the bond. Pressing my body closer to her and take my hand under her cheek and pull her head up to face me. I crash my l*ips on hers and push my tongue inside her mouth, tasting every inch of her.
She m*oans and I feel her heart beat faster under my t*ouch. Her a*rousal reaches my nose and my canines slip out. I’m painfully h*ard right now.
“NO!” she brakes the k*iss and pushes me away, she is stronger than I anticipated and I got shoved back a bit. She rushes away from me and I see her trying to catch her breath. I know it won’t take long before the bond is in full force and she can’t fight it anymore. She will be mine!
She put on the shirt and rush out my door, I try to calm myself down before I head out. Cannon and Declan are just outside the door.
I know she can’t run anywhere.
Walking out the door I see her taking the stairs down, they are right after her. Wonder where she thinks she is going?
Starting to walk after I mindlink Declan and ask where she went. I didn’t expect the answer he gave. “ She went back to her cell! And she closed the door after her” he laughs in the mindlink.
cutting the link I follow after and like he said she is laying under the blanket in her cell. I had actually planned on letting her stay in a room upstairs, but since she wants to be down here I think we will let her stay.
“Cut the heat in the cellar,” I mindlink Declan
“I know what you want to do! I will fix it” he mindlink back and have a smirk on his l*ips when he walks out the door. We follow after him leaving her alone. I turn off the light before closing the door.
Leaving her down in the cellar while I go for a run, needed to blow off some steam before I boil over. All I want is to sink my teeth in her skin and ravish her body on my bed for hours, taking her as mine in any way possible.
When I come back from my run I head up to my room and take a shower I think it’s enough time. Drying myself on a towel I decide to only wear some boxers leaving my chest bare for what I am about to do now.
Walking over to the fireplace I lit it up and feel the warmth spread in my room. Lifting off the covers on my bed before I start to walk to my door, open it, and step out into the hall I walk down the stairs and when I reach the hall to the cellar Declan is sitting outside the door guarding it.
“How cold is it now?” I ask him.
“I turned on the cold so it is just 5 degrees down there now! I bet she is freezing a lot,” he says and chuckle.
“Well just hold the door open for me when I get up,” I say.
I start to walk down the stairs and the floor is freezing. Her wolf is dormant with all this wolfsbane and nothing more than a blanket to try and keep her warm, knowing she would be freezing right now.
I find her cuddled up in a ball under her blanket. Almost feel sorry for her, but this was my plan.
I open the door and walk inside her cell, when I get closer I can her hear teeth rattle. Lifting the blanket off her and pulling her up in my arms, she is like an ice cube.
She tries to protest but soon gives up and snuggles in my chest trying to get warm.
I carry her up to my room, enjoying her body this close to mine. Putting her on my bed I get in and pull her closer to me. I drape covers over us when she tries to wiggle away from me.
“Relax,” I command and let my alpha aura slip out, and she has no other option but to relax.
I drape my arms around her and pull her legs between mine. Her breath is fanning my chest and I love the feeling of her close to me. My wolf is finally calm!
I rub her back with one of my hands and inhale her scent, she smells divine. I don’t say a word, just enjoying her this close. My little mate.
“I…I,” she tries to speak.
“Shyysh,” I tilt her head up. Her eyes almost glow in the dark. I have never seen anything like it before. “Don’t fight it” I lean closer. Just giving her a light k*iss on her l*ips before I tug her closer to me. I know the more time we spent together the faster the bond will come back for her.
I did this to her and now I will have to give her some time to accept the bond to me. I won’t lose her.
After some time she finally falls asleep in my arms.
I lay awake almost the whole night, just enjoying her close to me, holding her close to make sure she really is there.
In the early hours of the morning just when the sun is about to come up the mindlink opens from several of my warriors.